Is it too late, being as I am 18, to try and start over with my life and do better?
Will there ever be…?
Sometimes I just wander, why I am the way I am. I am too soft hearted, when I fall I fall hard. I am way to affectionate, too sweet, and at times too caring. I wish I could be like most of the guys out here and be the strong, show no emotion type. But no I was cursed with a big heart that seems to get broken every turn I make.
I am not what you think.
I am not a creeper, nor am I a bot. I am just me. I am laid back, I enjoy a good laugh every once in a while. I do not fall under stereo types though I have been called goth, emo, satanic, and in my immature days a wanna be gangster. To be completely honest I am just my self. I do not let how I dress affect my attitude. I am a faithful friend. I do not talk shit behind peoples backs. That is just really immature. If I randomly follow you on here its either because I like your profile or I am wanting to befriend you, or both. It all depends on you really. Well that is enough of this random chatter. Have a good day every one :D
I have lost the battle and the war!
My will power to keep fighting has hit in the negatives. I can not play my guitar anymore. I can not listen to my music. Everything I once loved to do just makes me think of her. The vodka no longer helps. Nothing helps anymore. I have lost her for good. I have lost the battle and the war.
